So I think I’ve come to a breaking point.
After the test results from the doctor said I was totally normal, while I was upset that I didn’t have an answer, I was relieved that everything is “normal” when it comes to hormones. While there might be nothing wrong with my hormones, there is definitely something wrong. Without too many gross details, I pretty much dread every time I have to go to the bathroom, because who knows how long I’ll be stuck there, waiting to go. Or, on the opposite end of the spectrum, my stomach could just turn and I’ll end up running for the bathroom, without any idea of why my stomach is so upset. This usually happens to me after a long run, and it’s horribly uncomfortable. Imagine being 3 miles into a 5 mile run, and suddenly, you have an urge to go. Yeah, it’s pretty much the WORST feeling.